Uncertainty

This poem was posted on September 14, 2004:

Uncertainty

no
this aint experimental
it's something deeper in nature
something sentimental

what
does the future hold for me
a life that's sad and miserable?
a life that's happy?

finally
what's been long kept
i opened my mouth
I have sighed, i have wept

shall
i be excited in knowing such truth
my demeanor is erratic
...my undoubtable youth
will
i be happy for tomorrow
the pluses and minuses
the happiness and sorrow?

I'm
uncertain for my life
do i take the left or the right
shall i continue or shall i strife?