you're not here

today was torture for the most of it... you weren't there
you could say i'm spoiled - but it's just i can't get enough of it

is it the love? i want you actually there
talk to me...please.

you can't blame my emotions. it's now my heart that's working
i haven't decided yet. but i know i like you.

pushing me away. i don't like it. i'm sensitive
emotional. you hurt me...

forgive me for being like this. let me cry a little,
like a child who hasn't seen his mother too long

every tear for each minute passed, i miss you.
tomorrow i see you again, would you see me?

i'm sorry, you shouldn't be at fault. it's just me,
my emotions running wild; my fixation of you

i love you. i know i do. but right now i'll cry
ill cry because of you.